Tuesday, February 03, 2009



If only you were here to watch that snow..

Snow snow Snow... Snowball fights, charging down the slopes with nothing but cardboards.. it's all fun.. But when the snow started coming down really madly, all i wished was that you could be here, despite everything, i think maybe we can watch snow someday together, a promise i made you then no?

GaNhJ blogged at 2/03/2009 10:29:00 AM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

Sunday, February 01, 2009



just a little time for God each day..

I have realised so greatly that when you say that you have so little time that you can no longer give your time to God. It is so wrong. Remember that God gave you your 24 hours. How can it be possible that you cannot allow for maybe half an hour just to be with God.. This is my prayer..

God, teach me to live in your time, in your grace and in your bliss. Teach me to show my gratitude for you every morning, afternoon and night. Teach me in my misgivings and forgive me of my past, present and future. Lord my God, you are mighty to save and you have blessed me with all that i have and what i do not. For in You, i found that i have nothing lacking. Lord Jesus Christ, show me the truth and love me for who i am. Lord Jesus, give me time for you, and you only, and let me learn to conquer temptations, sadness, loneliness and all negativity. God, let me bask in your glory and truth and let me love all in the way you have love me today, tomorrow and yesterday. In your Name i pray.

I will take a more active role in being a christian.. i will do more.. Lord, give me strength..

HwaJiunn...

GaNhJ blogged at 2/01/2009 01:04:00 AM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

Thursday, January 22, 2009



It's time to say goodbye?

After trying so hard and so many promises... It has finally ended has it not? The route to happiness just is not that easy.. I tried so hard to hold your hand.. But this time, i decided to let it go once again.. And you... You gave up too.. No more tears, no more hopping that i will stay... Just a simple, take care and that you understand.. 1 yr plus? it has been wonderful no? i teared.. But it was such simple tears.. I didn't tell you.. Because at this point, there really is no need for it anymore.. This time, i can see that you are determined.. And me... I am really tired... Maybe this is the time for the blog to end.. Maybe this is the time that i would learn how to walk this road myself.. Thank you... You have been more than just anyone, you have been my everything... Good bye...

GaNhJ blogged at 1/22/2009 08:24:00 AM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

Thursday, January 08, 2009



Resolution... A new twist..

Has anyone been told that they should be good boys or good girls this new year? This year has come pretty quickly aint it so? You see, time is always moving forward and people grumble how fast time passes, but isnt this a way for them to try and convince another person that SINCE THIS IS A NEW YEAR, we should all learn to be better.. You get what i mean? Nevermind, the whole paragraph above is to show how dumb people all get and all the wasted contradictions that would serve better had they not exist in the first place at all, got my irony and contradictory comment? If you didn't, let me tell you... See, if wasted contributions did not exist, how can they serve? but well. i Guess 100/100 people would figure out this irony and contradiction and there would be no one left scratching their heads trying to sort out this whole permutation.. Ahz.. Then there is this problem about a resolution.. Have you thought about what you decided to do this year? As a new person of a new year, have you thought about the achievements and the infallible plan to get it done? IF you had, or trying to get one in place, look at it and ask yourself a simple question.. Is this the one i tried getting into place LAST YEAR? 2008.. Is it or is IT NOT? haha.. And if it is, then why on earth are u repeating one that you have so much conviction in? Doesnt reali make sense does it? yeah.. It has never made sense in the first place.. My friend once asked me what is life.. and i replied her, Life is contradictions, Life is confusion, and Life is a puzzle which no one can solve.. And she asked me, is Life so negative in your eyes? i told her, na.. these all aint negativity.. It's juz a way of describing life. I din say life SUCKS, as mani of you would, i DIN say Life is not worth living, as we could see all the suicidal teenagers who fall off the building just becos their boyfriends/girlfriends said, "oh, i REALI dun love you animore.." You see, if u reali wan love so much, then start by loving, start by loving your life.. Wouldn't it be more important? OR would it not? i am not exactly sure now..

Here Comes the important part of my story, my title is about resolution aint it so? so if i do not provide a resolution fitful for an entry, then wouldnt i, in Singapore's education system, FAIL IN ANSWERING THE QUESTION AND THUS OUT OF PT? well.. You see, trying not to fall out of point has become.
increasingly awkward. In classes, you decide to keep quiet for fear of a wrong answer, which is OF COS, not to the point in which the lecturers want it to.. And lecturers wan you to answer the question despite noeing you probably gonna give her some crap answer. Look, here isnt the lecturer quite aware that the point whereby you probably wouldnt noe the answer, and yet she insisted, has she failed in her point? or rather, had she fell out of point? I am not too sure about it.. But one thing for sure, if readers do read all these, they would probably be asking where is the new yr resolution that i have stamped so wildly in the title that i gave... And they would expect a new twist to a resolution that i might have given, this would inevitably fit into the category of the title that i have given, This is what a typical person would do and think, NO? But yet, if you would juz combine a and typical, u come across atypical, which is rather the total opposite of the whole issue of typical.. and then, i would laugh my head off trying to come to terms that you guys have actually bothered reading this LONG post....

Oh... i did say a new twist rite? and resolution... It's juz a word no? Did i fall out of point now?

Love you Guys!^.^

GaNhJ blogged at 1/08/2009 04:01:00 PM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

Monday, January 05, 2009



Have you haf that thought that you regretted something?

It started something small, spiralled to something big, became an issue, took on new dimensions, and finally, you cant handle it....
Do you let it go? my Emotions are so confused now, i am so confused with this life that i am having. Am i really living a real life, or am i juz someone who is living by the wearing of a mask. I don't think i would have an answer anitime soon, yet i wish to haf an answer. I cant risk losing everything, yet i cant risk losing anything. What can everything be when you simply dun haf anything? Chances don't come by every second, but something else does, something like love.. I hope i would understand love one day, and i hope i would understand what it is meant by being love and loving someone. I have someone whom i love greatly now, but will that be enough? It seems that it's not enough loving, there must be more than love, there must be.... just abit more..
A new year, A new beginning, the same old day awakening, the same old night falling asleep. Why cant life be abit different, or at least take a new twist, why cant i wake up being a samurai, or wake up being a tycoon? beggar? hm... too many thoughts, too little time, too many whys, too little answers..
I am still as confused, pardon my entry, for it was not meant for you, neither is it for me..

GaNhJ blogged at 1/05/2009 11:22:00 PM

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in the darkness...

Saturday, January 03, 2009


Hapi New Year... It aint an ez yr, but we survived.. let's survive another 70 yrs Tgt! to my besties and my lovely...

-Dawn-kw-jo-tw-kh-yc-ck-sf-sw-jac-des-al-

Let's go!

GaNhJ blogged at 1/03/2009 11:17:00 PM

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Monday, December 22, 2008


It dOESnt MAttEr HoW FaR i Am, My HEarT Is AlwAys WitH YoU...

Hj.

GaNhJ blogged at 12/22/2008 09:02:00 PM

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Wednesday, December 10, 2008


Christmas coming, Jingle bells.. Jingles bells..... I just hope you are here... I am not sure whether how i am feeling, but i guess it is quite a good feeling... When things no longer fluctuate, when things no longer feel so jittery.. Does it mean that it has kinda settled? when it has settled, does it mean that i am ready? i hope i find out soon enough and not make you wait..


GaNhJ blogged at 12/10/2008 12:07:00 PM

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Wednesday, December 03, 2008



scam!

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GaNhJ blogged at 12/03/2008 07:37:00 PM

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Tuesday, December 02, 2008



Be a good boy k? and repent...

Then Peter said unto them, Repent, and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost.”

God is GOOD.. not today, not tomorrow, and definitely not yesterday.. He's GOOD forever, though i was suay in my lucky draw.. Cant blame my Holy Daddy though..

GaNhJ blogged at 12/02/2008 10:23:00 AM

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Sunday, November 30, 2008



Together we can.. Choir RoX

Come December... It is what all of you have been waiting for.. The huge event of the year... After a split that spanned over more than 5 years, it's time, once again to renew that laughter and joy... CHOIR GATHERING... Be sure to turn up for this one in a lifetime event.. But before that, be sure to take part in the process... CHeers!

GaNhJ blogged at 11/30/2008 09:22:00 AM

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Wednesday, November 19, 2008


世界が私に対してあっても、私はそれに対して私が正しかったしたものを信じるべきである私立つ。 これは私が過したいと思う、これは私が過す生命である生命であり。 強さは主張から中から、それ来る間違っていない考えるものをすることを来る。

Hwa Jiunn

GaNhJ blogged at 11/19/2008 11:05:00 AM

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Tuesday, November 18, 2008



Dreams...

As long as i have tried my best, even if things cannot work out in the end.. When i turn back and see what i had done in the past, i know would never regret...

I put my future in God's hands..

GaNhJ blogged at 11/18/2008 12:54:00 AM




Dreams... Fallacy?

When dreams become an uncertainty no matter how hard you try to go near it, what can one do? At this point of time, is it better to just give it up?

GaNhJ blogged at 11/18/2008 12:07:00 AM

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in the darkness...

Thursday, November 13, 2008



Disappointment...

It's ok to be disappointed once in a while, but the more important thing is, don't be disappointed forever.. i am feeling a bit disappointed now.. HAHA.. but it's ok, everything would be just fine after 1 hour.. and nothing changes...

HwaJiunN.S.H.E

GaNhJ blogged at 11/13/2008 08:02:00 PM

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in the darkness...

Wednesday, November 12, 2008


Eyes damn pain.. She's dead!

GaNhJ blogged at 11/12/2008 07:07:00 PM

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in the darkness...

Tuesday, November 11, 2008



Wishing upon a falling star......

I wish i can stop making mistakes, i wish i can be perfect.. it's nothing but just a wish isn't it?

GaNhJ blogged at 11/11/2008 09:44:00 PM




i miss every single one of you O.I, i miss u guys so much...
hope everyone is doing fine back there...
MISSES!

GaNhJ blogged at 11/11/2008 05:51:00 PM

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in the darkness...

Sunday, November 09, 2008


I will stay strong, for that so many people that love and care for me.. i will persevere and make this stay in England a fulfilling one.. Stay with me my loved ones, and God lead me on your righteous path..

Gan.O.I.DawnJiunn.

GaNhJ blogged at 11/09/2008 09:50:00 AM

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Wednesday, November 05, 2008



Commander-in-Chief, Barack Obama, and lessons beyond..

He was but a black, surviving in a land who denied the blacks civil rights for long, yet in a historic night, he secured the presidency with a landslide victory over McCain, the republican who has long survived the lands of Vietnam, who presented himself as a military man. As the administration of Bush fell short of expectations with the issues of Wall Street Crisis and notoriously the Iraq War, the citizens of the United States of America wants change, and change they would have. By electing a Black as their new president, they have broken precedent, anomaly was not a rarity in the superpower, but this election has secured more than just an able president, they have secured change that will make the world better, like what Luther King has said, " i have a dream". This becomes a dream that the americans has finally presented as a gift to Mr Martin Luther King, the indifference towards race, the attitude that race is none but secondary. He said, " This election is not about me, it's about you." It can never be more right, the americans need a clear direction, a luxury that has been lost in the years of Bush, the world's sole Superpower needs reconstruction after the turmoil and sufferings that denied the people their peace and comfort. He once said, "This is not white Carolina, this is not black Carolina, this is North Carolina." This is a proclamation of faith that loyalty to the country transcends beyond that of race, and as Martin Luther King put it aptly, "Our loyalties must transcend our race, our tribe, our class, and our nation; and this means we must develop a world perspective" This is but the beginning of a new dawn, and the transition of ineptitude to pure efficacy.
Political views are best left to those who vie for it, what i wish for is the beauty of the determination of human race to overcome the debacles that seek to ruin the world, and as we see the rise of a new coming, the promise of a better future begins its rough journey..
He said this, "If you’re walking down the right path and you’re willing to keep walking, eventually you’ll make progress."
Barack obama, U.S new president....
Pure Testimony that hope remains in those who trust in it, and faith remains strong in those who remain firm. May God bless this world... It needs alot of Blessing... hor? hahahaha..
-HwaJiunN-

GaNhJ blogged at 11/05/2008 10:55:00 AM

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in the darkness...

Sunday, November 02, 2008


Will you be there when i fall, when i cry, when i need you?

GaNhJ blogged at 11/02/2008 12:25:00 PM

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in the darkness...

Friday, October 31, 2008


When u shine in the darkness, you are visible and grand, but that does not make you outstanding, for it's dark..
It's only when you shine in the brightness, there u have earn your keep, and make yourself truly exceptional.

-HwaJiuNn-

GaNhJ blogged at 10/31/2008 08:59:00 PM

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Wednesday, October 22, 2008


My contacts: +44 07542036048

GaNhJ blogged at 10/22/2008 07:26:00 PM





He made me who i am today. He forgave my sins of yesterday, today and tomorrow..


Thank you Lord.. For the people who have appeared in mi life and stayed.. I wish one day, those that have departed will turn around and say "hi, hj, i am back..."
" do we not savour the moment when a friend turns back and say that he's sorry more than those who have stayed vigilantly with us all this while?"

GaNhJ blogged at 10/22/2008 12:41:00 AM

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Tuesday, October 21, 2008


给我一首歌的时间...


GaNhJ blogged at 10/21/2008 10:55:00 PM



raeil thuohgt i heva frogtoten lla atbuo uyo..

HwaJiunn

GaNhJ blogged at 10/21/2008 07:41:00 PM

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Monday, October 20, 2008


I am sad.. Wrongly compared..
She's devastated.. cause i realise i did nothing but tamper with her sensitive issues.. She cried, my heart died..
I am sorry.. I would not do it again, i would remember that everyone at the end of the day deserves respect.. and me.. i juz aint giving enough to you, and so much for proclaiming how much i love you..

-hwaJiunn-Dawn-

GaNhJ blogged at 10/20/2008 11:15:00 PM

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Friday, October 17, 2008


Jokes. Truth.

Differentiate them.. it makes one's life better..
and i dun mean math differentiation.. now that's logic..

GaNhJ blogged at 10/17/2008 12:00:00 PM

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in the darkness...

Thursday, October 16, 2008


He said, " i love her the same way as the day when i first saw her."
He said, " No, you should love her deeper, with everyday that you have known her more."

Yeah.. That's why i love you more now.. This is for you, and stop doubting that was it for you or not..

.HwaJiunn.

GaNhJ blogged at 10/16/2008 10:04:00 PM



I am getting something for my birthday? really?wow.. tt's cool.. haha.. here it goes...

CORNWALL HOUSE
ST GERMANS ROAD EXETER
EX4 6TJ
UK
Room K407
Hwa Jiunn Gan

wow... do i get a gift? do i do i? LOLOLOL.. haf a nice day guys..

GaNhJ blogged at 10/16/2008 01:09:00 PM

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Wednesday, October 15, 2008


I L O V E Y O U
I L V O E Y U O
I L O E V O Y U

Take a pick won't you?

What matters is not the size, but the thought. Isn't it?

GaNhJ blogged at 10/15/2008 10:40:00 PM

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Tuesday, October 14, 2008


His grace... My humility...
My loneliness.. His Love...

_hwaJiuNN_

GaNhJ blogged at 10/14/2008 08:43:00 PM



Alright, i got to admit.. I miss malaysia so much.. i miss my cousin, i miss my granny, i miss my granddad, i miss the late nights with my roomie.. and i miss the life where i am just another someone.. not like the ODD one out.. i Dun like that..

GaNhJ blogged at 10/14/2008 09:55:00 AM

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Monday, October 13, 2008


Sorry for creating such a hassle, cos i was really pissed with people coming to my blog and smearing rubbish... HAHA.. so yeah..
Gosh, i was woken up by something called the fire alarm.. so here i am.. blogging.. owell.. NITEZ..

Did HE wake me up to get me to STUDY? mayb...

GaNhJ blogged at 10/13/2008 10:09:00 PM

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Sunday, October 12, 2008





What do you find when you walk out of your comfort zone? I find loneliness..




Unbearable...




-hWaJiuNn-

GaNhJ blogged at 10/12/2008 11:47:00 PM



comfort? what's that? the pastor tried to explain it in great detail tonight, but to be honest, i still could not get the whole picture.. I am quite stupid arent i? let's go to something that is abit more interesting..



A bird was let out the cage, but it chose not to fly? was it too dependent on the cage and the fact that there will be free food and people who will enjoy its singing? then it would not treasure the fact to fly into the woods or even more to enjoy life which it should.. Maybe not enjoy life, but just to make it's life worthy.. Then we get to the issue of worthy, what is worthy? does the definition depends on you or me? or does it depend what anione think it is? i am not sure, but what i am really sure is that, if i were the bird, i would fly.. Look at me now, i flew half the world, got stuck in a place which i am and will never be comfortable with, missing everyone, You, My family and my wonderful O.I.. Hey, if that aint a experience, i wonder what is?..... Worth decides what excuse u will come up the next time u were pushed to a decision..

GaNhJ blogged at 10/12/2008 07:38:00 PM

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Friday, October 10, 2008


I had no doubts there are some who love me with their hearts..
My dad(grateful for your sacrifice dad)
My mum(thanks mum for bringing me up the way i am now)
My brothers(elder bro, i am not a kid, younger bro, study hard u idiot)
My sister( stop smiling)
Dawn( Your Wonderful)
Ker wei( your the BEST bro)
Joanna(your my superfriend!)
And there's Always HIM...(your.. PERFECT)...

GaNhJ blogged at 10/10/2008 09:07:00 PM

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in the darkness...

Wednesday, October 08, 2008


i think i got it right this time, finally..

Life and love is the same, it's LIKE A CIRCLE, it goes one full turn, and at the end of the day it juz manages to go back to the place where it always would be, just that there is a certain something that one has to do, and that is.. BE PATIENT.. God loves us all.. despite how flawed we all are..

-HwaJiuNn-

GaNhJ blogged at 10/08/2008 10:37:00 PM

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Tuesday, October 07, 2008


A story, half learnt, becomes half lies, a truth, half told becomes incomplete.. A love, half given, results in tears and heartaches.. 
Let there be no lies anymore, and no tears anymore, but it cannot be possible, for there is one thing that man has to confessed upon.. we are not flawless..

.HwAjIuNn.

GaNhJ blogged at 10/07/2008 03:04:00 PM




i had the weirdest dream yesterday nite.. and to be honest, i still think it's funny even till today... How can i dream of hIM... it's like SO OUT OF THE WORLD. i dreamt of hIM, and it's not GOD, cos i wld refer GOD to HIM, so it's reali not him, but hIm, weird crap.. not that i am close to him, not even aniwhere near... alright, let's spell out that name... F.R.A.N.K.I.E.. can u imagine? gosh.. to all the xms pple, u noe who he is rite? gosh.. freaky.. and i chatted to 2 spainards today.. how cool is that, they were so much friendlier.. but the language barrier, there's a small problem.. One favours Valencia and the other, Real Madrid, if you ask me, i like none, ManU forever!!! some part of my school for all of u to see.. Oh, and i went to run yesterday, IT WAS LIKE SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO COLD LAH..

GaNhJ blogged at 10/07/2008 09:56:00 AM

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Monday, October 06, 2008


Well, today is hm.. monday? i suppose.. HAHA.. and im freezing, cos the radiator is off.. and i am freezing.. HAHA.. but it's ok, i am gonna go cook miself some lunch, nds to do some useful stuff aint it so? haha.. and school starts on wed.. and hopefully by then i wld have met more friends and be happier abt life than what it is now.. HAHA.. see ya around guys.. and god bless everyone!

GaNhJ blogged at 10/06/2008 11:58:00 AM

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Saturday, October 04, 2008




Alright, boring day, went down to the stupid city centre, and came back after getting mi sim card and oso some of the daily stuff.. ate pizza for lunch... and oso DINNER.. plus a cup of hot tea, trying to make it sound as if it's a gd deal, but owell.. but i saw this chapel which is reali nice and decided to take a picture of it, hope u guys like it.. will be back with more, with love, hj!



Tot it reali looks nice.. haha.. but hopefully nxt time i can tk it with a picture of me as well.. LOL..


GaNhJ blogged at 10/04/2008 05:24:00 PM

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Thursday, October 02, 2008


I reached exeter le................. bleahx.........

GaNhJ blogged at 10/02/2008 05:26:00 PM

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Monday, September 29, 2008


This time, it's for real.. I am leaving. After much aplomb and terrible timings and disgusting delays, i am on my way to England, Exeter. Apprehensive yet excited. When Ker Wei said those words to me, i said really? Now i am experiencing it, and i realize it is true, it is that apprehensive and exciting. I know GOD will be there for me as he has always done so despite my failings. Here are thanks to people who stood so closely by me, see you guys soon.. in another 50 hours.......
My family, Dawn, O.I, You Cai, Ling Hui, Addy, Winnie, Cindy, Jiang Min..... Whoever i did not list here, U know how much u all have done for me, and from the bottom of my heart, thank you!


GaNhJ blogged at 9/29/2008 09:58:00 AM

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in the darkness...

Thursday, September 25, 2008


I told You before didn't i? that this are my best friends? din i? i Didn't? i must be mad. Cos these are my Most Wondrous Friends. Put it in this perspective. You know  great friends, but realized slowly one by one left. Then after a while, at the end of 6 years, there is this promise that made all of you came together once again, isn't that wonderful? By the Way, we are the World of Friends.. haha.. WoF.. otTherwise better known as O.I..

GaNhJ blogged at 9/25/2008 08:08:00 AM





GaNhJ blogged at 9/25/2008 08:06:00 AM



“Have not I commanded thee?
Be strong and of a good courage;
be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed:
for the LORD thy God is with thee whithersoever thou goest.”
Joshua 1:9


Why should i worry when GOD is with me?

GaNhJ blogged at 9/25/2008 07:57:00 AM



Let me see, what is the most important thing in life?
i asked 8 people, and that's their answers..
firstly, i Spoke to GHJ,
GHJ: GOD
Then i spoke to HJ,
HJ: family
Then i Spoke to HwaJ,
HwaJ:Dawn
Then i Spoke to GanHwaJ:
GanHwaJ: Friends
Then i Spoke to GanHJ:
GanHJ: Studies
Then i Spoke to GanHJiunn:
GanHJiunn: Health
Then i Spoke to GhwaJiunn:
GHwaJiunn: Happiness
Then i Spoke to GhwaJ:
GHwaJ: You

You see, life isnt juz about You, there's happiness, health, friends, your loved ones and GOD..

I left You as the last to remind that none should be worried about how YOU should be shaped, but put it in a different perspective and YOU becomes the second person, and i become I.. Once life is about YOU and not ME.. then this world, is truly a greater and happier place..


GaNhJ blogged at 9/25/2008 07:08:00 AM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

Monday, September 22, 2008


1) i am too sensitive.
2) i am too sensitive.
3) i am too sensitive.
4) i am too sensitive.
5) i am too sensitive.
6) Maybe I am not?

GaNhJ blogged at 9/22/2008 04:04:00 AM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

Sunday, September 21, 2008



Pre-departure????

If dreams were smashed, if hope is dashed, i can Only Turn To HIM...
Lord, provide for me as you have always done..

GaNhJ blogged at 9/21/2008 01:46:00 AM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

Thursday, September 18, 2008


She forced me to write an blog for me.. But owell, i wanted to write fer her cos she matters the world to me. Despite all the troubles and problems that we faced, at the end of the day, we managed to get through, she's pretty, simple demanding YET innocent. Staying around her makes me feel that she's someone i could rely on everyday of my life. True to her own name, she brings about joy and light to me.. Now that i am leaving for England, i really hope that we can do well in this relationship we fought so hard for.. I remembered we once told each other, it's impossible for us to tell each other that we will LUV each other forever, but that we will try.. No matter hw long the road may be, no matter hw tedious the time will be, we will strive on, cause this was a hard relationship to begin with, then how can we expect life to be easy on us. We will try, and we will conquer.. hee.. And that to me, is of utmost importance, no pressure, just walking the life that we would like to, and at the end of the day, we will see where we end up, and what we end up as... Signing off.. will write u another entry really soon.. FOr yOu dAwnIe..

GaNhJ blogged at 9/18/2008 07:25:00 AM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...

Wednesday, September 17, 2008


Wish list for My 21st birthday:
God's Love: Received (Priceless)
Ticket To London: received (SGD2,680)
Tissot V8: received (SGD510)
Polo Raphl Lauren Polo-T: No
Adidas Sweater: received (SGD105)
Nike Dunks: received (SGD140)
Optical Mouse: No
Olympus Camera: received (SGD 260)
Polo Raphl Lauren Sweater: No (SGD 192)
Manchester United Jersey: No
Friendship: Received (Priceless)
Love: Received (Priceless)
Bose EarPhone: No
Wishing everyone will be happy and safe, all those who matters... that is the most important..





GaNhJ blogged at 9/17/2008 05:01:00 AM

May your light shine...
in the darkness...


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