Tuesday, July 18, 2006
juz got back frm home..reali shagged frm army..struggled to stay in the pace..GOSH..GONNA GO BACK camp REAL soOn le..arghx..And im kinda TemPteD to TrY sMokIng..bUt i noE jO aNd JaC wIll pRobAbLY kIlL mE..hahalooking at mi buddy going out wif his gf..full of envy..i juz rejected a gal..knew i caused her so much tears..but yet..i had to..hw mani gals will i let pass by b4 i can finally let mi PRINCESS go..i din noe tt it's gonna be so hard..nvr..and im gonna quit mi tuition job..tt's labour man..and it's hard labour..i cant even get a decent pay..gosh..jo..u oways told me to be stronger..but do u nt noe hw hard it is to stand once u fell so hard?i wanted to stand..whu doesnt..i woke up tdy juz to get sarcasm and scolding frm mi sergeant..he doesnt care and to him,im juz a machine..one tt work..doesnt matter..he aint gonna stay long..no pt being so pessimistic as well..i use to tell miself WAD IF WAD IF WAD IF..but nw i noe it aint abt it animore..she aint replying me,aint saying anithing to me..tt's juz wad i was when im on the verge of brking up wif a gal..it's a tactic i used till sianz..flirtaeous aside..im juz too lousy a boifren..hw MANI a time i made her cry..hw MANI a time i made her smile?guess the ratio..doesnt hafta be a rocket scientist to divulge the ans i gues?anw...jac..i wanna haf lunch wif u sometime..we shall tok abt hw everything's going btw u and him ya??aint abt wad's there tmr..it's abt wad's happening tdy..if ur HAPI..then why care abt tmr??i lost it all..i dun wanna anione close to me to lose it like me..thus if ur gonna ask me one day,hey,is this person rite fer me..there's onli 1 way to find out!!!it's to get her or him..anw..let me thank these shitty assholes whu stood by me no matter wad!!!!!FUCKER TONG..SLUTTY JO,KUKU JAC..THIS R THE PPLE WHU NVR GAVE ME UP NO MATTER WAD..rock on u bitches..i LOVE U ALL PEEPS!!!!and let's go on wif our stupid lil bet wif SOMEONE YA??haha..i wun get to pay up 1k fer the wedding de..cos there aint GONNA BE ONE!!!pls..it's imp..and kw..go get a gf soon!!!i wanna a da sao..haha..and jo,i wana a superfren's husband..dun think there's ani other way to call it!!haha..jo gonna study again le..jiayou this time and NO REGRETS K??im oways behind u!!juz like U R TO ME..i LOVE U ALL TO BITS..THANK YOU!!!BIG THX!!!!and jo...im reali sry..it's imp TO BE TGT WHEN MI HEART JUZ AINT BIG ENUFF FER 2 GALS..