Saturday, August 05, 2006
i made jac angry yest le..jac im sry k??im reali sry..damn..so nt hapi..anw..tdy' a bad day..woke up to a horde of abuse..nt exactly abuse thou..but juz some reali shitty crap..anw..i feel kinda sianz again tdy le..haiz..when can i get out of this slump??sobx..haiz..a short note tdy..aint got much to write..much to say..
it has been quite a while le isnt it??the last time a gal set mi heart ablazed..and yest wasnt so fantastic..mayb i was too tired ba..mayb ba,and i hate miself fer screwing up mi papers in A'S..y cant i juz do beta and juz work harder..it's all mi fault..haiz..dun care le lah dun care le lah..life aint oways a bed of roses anw..get used to it then..mking sure im left wif nothing but pure determination to endure all the bullshit of life..mi bro actually made a veri interesting proposal..
asking me to go to UNIVERSITY OF NOTTHINGHAM..but hey,tt's in england..isnt tt even further away frm home??and to honest..i dun think i will ever mk it there..it's too far and i guess it's more of a improbability..cya guys..i luv u guys..