Friday, August 04, 2006
michi said..are u even worth those words of sacarsm,i dun..im useless..i admit im an asshole..but does she noe hw much i regret all this bullshit..i tried so hard to mk up fer yw..but i cant..simple..cos her heart is wif u michi u dumb shit..i mayb an asshole..but it's nt up to u to comment..
wad haf u done fer yw is becos u luv her..and u wanan get her..juz when i decided to get over her..muz u come into this stupid picture and juz tell me all this bullshit again??muz u initiate the past again??if she's wif u and u guys r hapi,gd..carry on..i made her sad,devastated..and even forced her results in the A'S to be so idiotic due to stupid reasons..but fuck u michi..trust me..fuck u..thou i hate to b vuglar in front of a gal..but u made me..in life i trusted in mi LORD..and in mi LORD i trusted in a gal wif a guy,and vice-versa..
pls dear michi..if u reali mean well fer her..be her fren..nothing else..so wad if there's animosity btw us..no love lost..and i told her i wun ever bother her animore le..i cldnt let it go then..tt's y i cant let her go..understand..wad shit do u noe michi..ur irritating me so much..i feel reali like getting u up a pole and juz hang u there like a flag..a damn flag..since u like to initiate such bullshit..hw abt this..let's haf a game of basketball lah..since it's ur forte..if u lose,then pls stop bothering me and go love ur yw..if i lose,i will do anithing u tell me to,even if it has to tarnish mi dignity and everything..hw abt tt?
im sry yw..i reali am..i reali am..forgive me fer i wun appear in ur life again..i promise..off to aust and off to aust again..i promise yw..if u ever see this blog..i promise..im sry..
i noe i haf been a bitch..i noe i haf been a big one..i reali do..yw..i owe u the world and i can nvr repay it in anw..but i reali loved u then..and thou at times mi heart waver,it's becos im juz too immature..im juz too childish..im juz such a idiot..
im sry.
Love aint abt forgetting,it's abt forgiving..