Wednesday, January 10, 2007
i used to tink wad's there to tok abt if there aint anithing to start wif..i used to think if danger comes by..wld i shun or wld i brave it..i used to tink..used to tink reali hard..but it aint happening..cos there aint anithing to tink abt or ani energy to start thinking of wad i wld likely think in the past..
i love to change things to be wad they were then..i would like to omit pesimissm out of mi life..but if u decide such a life..then most likely u aint reali a real life..obstacles..danger..i deliberate..i delude..i change mi life to suit tt of others..i move on to suit their taste..i love becos they wan me to..and finally..i die...becos i was made to die and i deservedly shld die..
i read jo's blog..there's this dream she talked abt..shld i believe in dreams or shld i indulge in reality..indulgence..seemingly more than juz a word..but it's dangerous to change tt word and decide upon something rather mild..or even less significant..
integral part of mi life..memories...i change mi dream to suit mi memories..i change mi memories to suit their smiles..dream..at this pt of time dun u tink it changes frm something so magical to something so ordinary..if u define dream,then u eradicate reality..some pple had their dreams come true..others..living their dreams ferever..loving their quixiotic life..and ultimately..their life of illusion..which path did mi 2 dudes choose..which path did kw and jo decide to tk on..initiating a purpose into ur seemingly superb and infallible dream..does it mk things rite..or it juz add a new haze upon this rather cloudy sky??