Monday, March 12, 2007
i used to lament over little things,y did things turn out lytt fer some reasons or the other..i decreed it as nt juz reasons at times,but more than tt..excuses?irritatingly true..i lived in a world when the world juz refuses to turn sometimes..and it gets more irritating as time goes by..juz becos i said so..the world on the other hand,din reali stop turning but continued at the usual speed fer another 1 trillion yrs or so ba juz as it has oways been....then again..i started blaming the world to turn at a speed that slowed dwn during NS and quickened when im out of tt place..i used to ignore the signs of fatigue,regarding them as nothing more than juz some weak links in this rarely used brain..but as time goes by,as more pple get "tired" easily,i realised tt nt onli do i plunge into such depths..alot of others are inevitably following..
i wanted law when i was young..i wanted law becos i wish fer a chance to flaunt mi undoubtedly onli talent,mi eloquence,which at times still get refuted by pple ard..and as time goes by,begin to regard tt talent as nothing more than a lil euphoria i wld veri much want to get miself into without realising that actually it's nothing at all...with this i ventured into other possibilities..other significant degress that might prove to be a venture more than a loss i suppose..but certainly nothing holds it's honour as high as law itself..so i went thru the odds again and decided..owell..law i guess...
i oways told miself,if there cld ever be a chance fer me to turn back,i will..becos i wanna be someone other than wad i am nw..nt tt im despising me..im definitely into improving this rather mediocre me..deprived of words tt awe pple,deprive of a brain tt cld calculate arithmetics faster than a lifeless calculator..
Forgive me LORD,for Your lamB has indeed wandered far and beyond.Forgive me LORD,fer your creation has succumbed to temptations..Forgive me LORD,fer i despise mi life as much as u wld despise mi crimes..Forgive me LORD,fer i Humbly stood b4 u to allow u to witness mi pain and agony,as i once again throw miself in front of ur holy pedestal,to kneel b4 ur holiness,in a bid to ask u once again to forgive me..Forgive me LORD,as i brk promises that showed mi weakness and mi inability to keep them..Forgive me LORD fer being who i am and nt following your infallible word,Forgive me LORD,for i love too much..
Promise me LORD,that u may give me a chance to repent,Promise me LORD,that u may change mi life but nt destroy it,Promise me LORD,to account for my sins in a way that it will not hurt anione but me,Promise me LORD,that u will destroy mi life with love that allowed mi formation.Promise me LORD,that Jo remains smiling for the rest of her life,Promise me LORD that pple whu i protect and love wld nt be be devoid of love ever,Promise me LORD,that u wld give her a smile that will mk this world light up..Promise me LORD,that kw wun tire again..Promise me LORD,that he is doing well over at the other end of the world..Promise me LORD,that mi KOr will Be hapi..
I blogged..i smiled..i cried..i pondered..i retire...