Sunday, May 06, 2007
im pleased wif mi life nw.. and nvr been happier knowing kw has gotten wad he actually liked.. but he's displeased.. sianz or even scared.. someone pls tell him tt it's ok.. and assure him.. i tried mi best le.. but it's nt helping.. and losing a person in mi life who once mattered the world seems weird.. but as time goes by.. haha.. i tink it's acceptable.. and im beginning to accept it nicely.. she's living a perfect life wif him.. im a nice man, ur a nice woman.. haha.. spidey 3.. a fantastic show.. suddenly saw a mirror image of happenings.. thou of cos there aint so much action we cld tok abt... i cant help it to ignore u... i tried mi best to let go of u.. and well.. i did.. and tt means i hafta let go of frenship i once shared.. it's nearly a month soon since i last talked to u.. the feeling has become so neutral.. it has become so interestingly null that i felt indifferent.. u too dun u tink?? a life we both wanted.. i fulfil mi part of mi bargain.. i stayed wif the grp.. so mayb u and him cld fulfil ur part of the bargain.. stay hapi.. juz so u noe... i haf nvr felt happier.. everyday.. it seems tt im learning and growing up.. the lil things i did to chng mi life.. the optimism that i gave miself.. the excuses that i annihilate to deliver mi promises and answers.. step one towards happiness.. route is nvr ez.. step 2.. know tt hw ever hard it mayb.. grit ur teeth.. watch dwn the abyss.. challenge the limits.. step 3.. relive the moments when u claim victory over the most negative things in life.. step 4.. dun turn back animore.. step 5.. ur on ur way to happyness... step 6.. redo the whole thing again over every lil single setback.. and i guarantee u.. happiness love u and so do god... nite guys