Wednesday, July 18, 2007
There is no nd to meet up le... why do u meet up wif someone whu doesnt even miss u or haf the slightest mood to engage in a pretty fun conversation? y do i oways look at things tt had gone and abandon those whu stood by me no matter wad? y do i regret onli after the loss and decide tt it's best to treat this pple fer granted, when all they did was to stand there silently and declare tt they will nvr abandon me?
Am i such an idiot tt i din manage to love pple whu love me... y am i so blind? When kw is gone, things will change so much, when i leave spore, jo will mean so much.. when i reached foreign land, all these memories.. will they kp the gd ones of US, or much of the memories will end up smelling like rotten crap..
if i dun change, then no one can help me, if i still dun learn to cherish, then there's no pt in saying i learnt to love..
Thx everyone fer showing me wad is love.. there's oways so much argument btw me and mi kor and di, but u noe something.. these are the pple tt stood by me when i needed someone.. tt time mi mum told me that mi kor will lead a life of his own after his graduation, i felt so weird.. after being under the same roof fer so long, after being disciplined by him in accordance to my right and wrong fer such a long time, it feels weird tt Seeing him has turned into a luxury le.. Thou it may sound reali mushy, but like wad i haf oways told my xiao di(blackie), i wld nvr exchange mi family fer ani amount of riches, and will nvr wan another bunch of frens..
BECOS THESE TWO GRP OF PPLE ARE THE BEST.. NO MATTER WAD.... THESE PPLE ARE TRULY THE BEST!!!