Sunday, August 05, 2007
Lust changed a person, temptations deny someone towards the path of GOD.. in entering his kingdom, first we need to find pleasure in his eyes, if we cant decide whether we should serve him or that we should serve temptations. Then leave his eyes for it is sore..
I took a little walk down the memory lane, insisting that nothing has much changed, but it has, fer 2 yrs of my life, i have entered mi first 20, deciding what to do when i leave army has nvr left me in doubt, but wad denied my peaceful sleep every nitez is the flooding of thoughts. The thoughts of having to change is so disturbing, yet undeniable..
I once wrote in a way to impress, reluctance to change it to something simpler for fear that the essence of writing that prompted me to address would be gone made me insusceptible to changes. But as we talked about changes, we realised that we need to understand the meaning behind change.
First we looked at tmr, and we view tdy, then we think about yest.
Do we look fwd to TMR becos as the former puts it, we are purely lookin fwd to it? or do we look to TMR juz becos we are pessimistic creatures, fearing that lots of things may juz go wrong at the 11th hr, and deciding that it wld be best that we tink about tmr and making sure nothing goes wrong? then wad abt tdy? Dun we realise that yest we were worrying about the exact same thing? abt tdy? and hoping tdy will be fantastic and try to reduce the hiccups as much as possible.. But dun we understand tt by experiencing tdy, we hafta realise that changes are filled in the day after NOW, and in accepting changes, we will move on and grace tmr?
In little movements, we move from an hr to the other, in a greater order, we moved on in yrs within the blink of an eye. However, if we live for that hour and not care abt the nxt hr till it comes, we have nothing to fear? For we have paved the nicest route that we can possibly walk and the rest is up to HIM.
Yet, perspectives are different, and words gain little respect from actions.