Monday, May 05, 2008
This time i had it right i guess... It's him isnt it? I pulled the trigger, and the next moment, i saw him fell before my very eyes.. he's dead.. or i thought.. he stood up.. said i miss him by the breath of the hair, and walked away silently.. He told me, if i were to kill him, there has to be effort put in, he's not gonna die like tt.. he's alr part of me, even if i wanted to kill him, there is unwillingness.
I looked at him, he told me, it's ok, u can oways try again, but i can't let him down animore, i nd to kill him.. He's a threat, a menace, and a part of me which i have to kill..
Tomorrow, im gonna try again, but maybe i won't succeed, but i will definitely try. He will be dead someday i guess.. Maybe not soon, but someday. When tt day comes, then it's my lucky day.
I looked at the smiling face, biding me farewell.. I took my gun, and left that place.. i saw the blood traces, he should be wounded by now.. I will kill him really soon. But i have to really do it soon, before it's time for me to die..
He stood there smiling, and telling me there's always a tomorrow, but i know i can't wait.. especially when his pardon seems to give me the ticket to take it for granted..
I have to kill him, i have to.. and till that day come, i guess i am always hunting for the next dawn, and griefing for the coming dusk..