Monday, January 05, 2009
It started something small, spiralled to something big, became an issue, took on new dimensions, and finally, you cant handle it....
Do you let it go? my Emotions are so confused now, i am so confused with this life that i am having. Am i really living a real life, or am i juz someone who is living by the wearing of a mask. I don't think i would have an answer anitime soon, yet i wish to haf an answer. I cant risk losing everything, yet i cant risk losing anything. What can everything be when you simply dun haf anything? Chances don't come by every second, but something else does, something like love.. I hope i would understand love one day, and i hope i would understand what it is meant by being love and loving someone. I have someone whom i love greatly now, but will that be enough? It seems that it's not enough loving, there must be more than love, there must be.... just abit more..
A new year, A new beginning, the same old day awakening, the same old night falling asleep. Why cant life be abit different, or at least take a new twist, why cant i wake up being a samurai, or wake up being a tycoon? beggar? hm... too many thoughts, too little time, too many whys, too little answers..
I am still as confused, pardon my entry, for it was not meant for you, neither is it for me..