Sunday, August 13, 2006
juz came back from national camp yest..gosh..it was real fun..1sg robin and james..they rox..we had so much luffter cos they r all so lame..gosh..can u imagine..2 1sg toking to me like im their frens..lolx..and the sir..lta wang..he's the best..treating me like a colleague more than a underling..lolx..had much fun..hey gals at 15 aint tt bad anw...kinda cute..but i din get to noe anione.mayb im turning gay or something..
anw..i went home and got mi bro wacked..he's so useless..he's trying to hard to impress..he thinks he's real smart when obviously he aint..he's juz one idiot whu thinks he can pass all the exams without swallowing his big alter-ego..cant stand this kind of bullshit..anw...i screwed him and banned him frm the com..mayb this will aid his future..in some sense or the other..
then came jo..i dun mean wad i said jo..jo I LOVE U AND IF THERE'S A PROMSIE I HAF TO MK AND I I HAF TO KP IT.THIS IS THE PROMISE I MAKE TO U JO..I WILL BE THERE FER U...and i dunno lah..i reali dunno..it's hard to please everyone..im tryin but it aint at the least possible it seems..anw..up to u ba..i cant do much anw..i feel reali bad nw..im in no mood fer anithing man..it seems tt no matter wad i say i juz screw things up..i reali dunno..ahz..but nonetheless..i noe someone out there will juz help me when i fall..tt someoen is god..i will haf faith in him..and yw..sry..and i haf started to reali ferget u le..mayb clinging on to something tt i can hold on to will juz mk me real tired..and im tired of doing things tt incur onli losses..i dun mind losing..but i lost to a gal whu decides to be a guy..wad kind of logic is tt..anw..hope ur hapi wif the someone..if ur hapi..then be hapi ba..i gave u too mani promises tt din work out...i gave u too mani heartache tt turn out to be the defining parts to our relationship...