Friday, May 18, 2007
i despise those whu utter nonsense and claims that they speak of nothing but sense.. i despise those whu seek too highly and therefore fall worse than anione whu expects less.. i despise those whu choose words without a sense of responsibility.. i despise all of those.. and thus.. i despise miself.. i wandered far and deep... thrusting miself into abyss seemingly further than any comfort zone that i used to provide myself with.. i chance upon temptations.. in which i took pleasure to easily succumb to it.. with less than half a yr to go b4 i start proving to everyone on this bloody planet that i can afford to achieve more than wad i denied miself in the past.. i hafta realise that by wanting to achieve is to set a goal far beyond all expectations of miself.. and to deny miself another go at stardom is to pit miself against all odds... i dun wish to enter a dreamland in which everything is juz utopia.. i dun wan mi dream to end in tatters.. i wanan end this life on a high note.. to prove mi doubters wrong.. and tell mi believers i haf finally made it.. and come back to fulfil mi other part of mi dream.. get mi dream gal.. the gal i haf waited fer the past 2 yrs... the person tt i knew i loved more than anione... let me succeed lord.. and if i do.. i will nvr ask ani more favours frm u mi master...